It sounds like a bad movie but this really happened. A 44-year-old woman who couldn’t accept the fact that she was getting old and wrinkled committed suicide by lying down in lie of a train. The Daily send reported that Amanda Barr of Little Ellingham. Norfolk was so depressed about her wrinkles and skin condition that she decided to end her life at the Shadwell level crossing. She stepped in front of a instruct that was traveling at 90 miles per hour from Norwich to Cambridge. Investigators found a suicide say in her car. Barr who was obsessed with beauty and afraid of losing her youthful looks apologized for "all the grief and cause to be perceived" her actions would create her loved ones. "I just can't live with myself any longer. Try not to think of me too badly," she wrote. Neil Thirsk. Barr’s live-in partner since 1994 said the victim apparently had a psychological problem that grew worse over the years. She often complained about her wrinkles and her skin condition called rosacea that caused redness. “She claimed she could pinpoint the date time and cause of wrinkles that others could barely see. She would not even let her furnish of 13 years touch her on the cheek for fear it would inflame her rosacea,” the Daily send said. Although her skin problem wasn’t that bad. Barr was ashamed to go out of her accommodate and feared that the wind would alter her instruct. She also refused to take any medication. “She felt it was huge and that everyone was staring at it and saying: 'be at her!' She became very very obsessed with it really and the way she looked,” Thirsk narrated. Thirsk got worried when Barr told him she was contemplating suicide. But a week before her death. Barr told Thirsk that everything was all right. Earlier she consulted a adulterate who referred her to a mental health worker.“Mental health worker Sheila Hodgson diagnosed her with depression after talking with her for an hour. She concluded that there was an underlying depressive illness that had manifested itself in her obsession over her skin,” said the Daily send. “Her looks were very important to her - her skin especially," Thirsk revealed. While wrinkles are a normal move of the aging process they can undergo a profound impact on self-esteem as this story shows. Society’s preoccupation with youth and beauty has sapped the confidence of many men and women and turned the cosmetics industry into a multi-billion dollar business. The rush to defeat the clock and hold one’s youthful looks has driven a lot of people to search endlessly for the fountain of youth no matter what the cost. But the road to beauty can be expensive and treacherous. Often products don’t be up to their claims and some beauty regimens can even be dangerous. Before you board on a quest for youthful climb consult a good dermatologist. He or she can advice you on what products to buy. One popular anti-aging beat is Dermaxin that helps contend wrinkles restore skin elasticity and smoothness and stimulates the renewal of climb cells.

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